hepi labour day...

lama betul tak jenguk sini.... kihkih masih takde perubahan... emmm, esok labour day la. masuk ni dah dua kali la aku sambut labour day. fuh, sgt tak sangka ye... apapun, aku masih kat sini, mengharap something miracle akan terjadi.... aku nak sampai tahap kepuasan maksima dalam bekerja, tapi apakah ia? macammana? Bila? duh, i absolutely have no answer for that. i guess i jut need 100 years to realize on things, huhu. wake me up, plz!!!

can't sleep

it's in the middle of d night and I can't sleep.

tiba-tiba rasa rindu.
rindu pada seseorang yang dah lama tak jumpa.
it's no other that my mother, mak.
tiba-tiba rasa rindu nak jumpa.
bila dapat balik dan jumpa mak dan abah.
tak sabar nak tunggu minggu depan.
it's been like almost 4 months tak balik rumah.
huhu, lamanye...
how time flews by...
ye, tiba2 je dah seminggu
lepas tu tiba2 je dah sebulan
lepas tu tiba2 plak dah setahun
when we look back rasa macam pendeknya masa
while we going through it terasa lamanya detik berlalu.
oh, aku tak nak tergolong dalam orang-orang yang rugi.
i want to do something in my life
something that doesn't need to be amazing
just something that can make me like myself more and make me feel better.
i tend to have that kind of feeling when i feel like i do not live in a better way.
not those great thing, just the simple thing i afford to do but ommitting it, hehe.
Another thing is procrastinating.
uhhh, i always do that and i hate it...just can't help myself to do it.
just like a shopaholic who can't stop herself from buying the things that she doesn't even need it.
eh, eh, boleh ke perumpamaan macam tue...
hope i can do something